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-VANX *不确定我是否有力量 度过这一段黑暗 07 julio july 0608was searchin wif family fer a hse near ur estate
at a point of time,i felt thatt vehicle im in gettin closer n closer to the entrance of ur hse.
and den it came
i was lookin right at the spot where we quarrelled,
the spot where we luffed,
the spot where we sat,
the spot where i cried,
the spot where we were sweating profusely,
the spot where we saw the dogs and u freaked out,
the inner spot where we studied,
the inner spot where u cried,
the inner spot where u made fun of me,
the inner spot where i gave u a cake,
the inner spot where we quarrelled,
the inner spot where we luffed,
the conditioned rm where we read mags,
the conditioned rm where we studied,
the entrance where i did smt embarrassin,
the entrance when i always get locked out of,
the entrance where the lift was.
we r supposed to b frens,dat wad u said,
u said u will treat me better,
n u din mean wad u said.
hw i wish i can go back to the spots agn,and do wad we've done den,
when u still called me a good fren.
nw i feel like dung. 22 mayo sighs..u unknowingly reminded me of the past.DAT FUCKIN PAST WHICH I DIN WANA BRING UP.oh yea,so nw u knw,go mock at me,go on go on.
by tellin me all dis stuff,without me even being prepared fer it,ur throwin a fuckin bombshell on me.its nt like i forced u to say it.i kept to my words,
u knw wad?to me,its a real heavy burden,smt dat i cant stand.seriously i cant accept dat type of person bud in frnt of u,im alr doin my best,s a fren.
mayb u jus duno hw uncomfortable i m and hw tough it is fer me to put on that mask.ur nt me as well,u wun understand.seriously im so glad i din hav to take dat same train hm wif u.
and pls,U ARENT THE ONLY VICTIM OK.I WAS A VICTIM TOo.i really regretted makin dat promise..its so hard fer me to bear.. 24 enero scared.nervousi duno why i chose to write here.
i jus feel so sick of everything
every single damn thing.
im so godamn bloodi tired
n dis anxiety,its freakin killin me.
really.
i dunhav the courage to face wads gg to happen abt 12 hrs ltr.lookin at d tym nw
its gna be less den dat.
i jus hpe all will turn out fine.
I JUS NID MATHS TO PASS.
dats all im prayin me.
god,save me,bless me!
i jus cant sleep.
damn! 25 noviembre my new blogive created a new blog
darkendevil.blogspot.com<=my link
hwever,i wun b closin dwn dis blog as dat bloodi blogger has its way of resistin me
i damn dun allow me to edit my font n post pics la..moron
derefore,pics will b posted here.
vids as well.
 23 noviembre =) again!hahaha..super duper hyper overly happy once agn!!!yeppie!!
we chatted frm lyk 11.44pm to 1.08am.
lol..can say is lyk d longest conv we've ever had!
n haha..d pic is lyk omg la!idert..luff ur head ar!
n den we carried on tokin abt sm ridiculous stuff n we even compared who is more dao!
conclusion,i m more dao..wth!!
stupid la..d actual fact is d person is dao-er den me wad..
bud in d end i gt stuck so i admitted defeat..LOL
aft dat conv.i cudnt slp d whole night..
was thinkin of dis n dat
bud dis tym its diff,
cos i was smilin while thinkin..hahaha..
n wen dat person kip heh heh heh me i cant help bud luff..funny ass!
i tossed n turn in bed till 7am n slept till 11am..
aww man im thoroughly exhausted..
HEH HEH HEH!
i shall end it wif a
oh ya i rmbred dat ass gave me dis face ytd!
 HEH HEH HEH! 21 noviembre :)woohoo..!
its such a beautiful day today!!
i tot aft 2nd nov my sky will forever be grey
bud look!the sun is shining so brightly(even though its aftn nw)
hahaha..
chatted on9 fer a while..tot xxx wun reply
in d end xxx did!hahaha..n xxx did lol&hahaha..
den arnd 12 xxx auto msged me!woots!!
its sucha nice nice day today!!
we made each other smile!!
n i sorta let the cat out of the bag =X
bud its okay!hasha 19 noviembre loldnyby's cast in wan quan yu le
ohmygod
dey hav such great mou qi!
u did it on purpose
u knew my intentions
thanks for treating me lyk a fool
over and over again. -links for dnyby ep 1!
part 1:http:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yK_29tmD7VA
part 2:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eL59ezsIYbo
part 3:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_TJBOun04o
part 4 :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1sZPItmEDo
part 5:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48yNcMLJQ7c
part 6:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm_2Vz4h5UE
part 7:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYDLneKnv3c
part 8:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gn3UF0ScSXs 15 noviembre dnyby!oh my god!mike wana force a kiss on hebe!!hahahahah!!dats y mike always specialises in!
cool man!i cant wait!!
3more days to dnyby!
omg!hebe won mike he in basketball!n mind u..hebe really hav loads of dian!!hahaha..mike as well! 11 noviembre dejectedi didnt let you see my crestfallen face,
for i am unsure what will come after next.
the anticipation of being able to share my thoughts with you,
the gaiety to unburden oneself to,
its all gone,
in a split second.
the cessation of making it go,
its going take a long time,this i know.
for my greatest fear had found it way here,
there's no way i cant make it disappear.
if only one can be devoid of feelings,
there's no need to experience this misery.
one that is suffice enough to drain my energy,
one that is too sorrowful for an ordinary human to undergo.
you wont understand what i'm experiencing,
maybe that's the way things are working right now.
i dont need you to understand why i say this,
but i said it,just so that i can ease the pain.
time may or may not heal everything,
but it can make the pain cease,
i'm going to work it out,
by going my own way.
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